kingbuk8's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Its been a while Seems I come here when I'm hurting. She went away so suddenly. Things just happened. Perhaps we are both tired of fighting the current. It is certainly not flowing in our direction. I think of all the ways I could bridge the gap. I could start working the phones and find her easy enough. But if she wanted me to, well I know she wants me to... But we both know... sigh... Today is a falling down day. Falling apart while looking for all the world like a man who's got it all together. Gotten pretty good at that. Practice does help. I get a lot of practice. It is said that absence makes the heart grow fonder. It hurts like hell too. God I miss her. This lump in my throat will not go away, nor this gnawing in my chest. I love you dear one. I always will. 12:14 p.m. - 2007-02-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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